How Un-awareness makes Chaos

Continuing the story with the Geshtalt psychologist from marketplace.
We’ve talked and as a result the coefficient of the session increased dramatically - bcz he understood what I wanted from him.

As a result of one of my sessions with him I realized how do I learn.

On the example with people:
I meet different people
I “consume” with a virtual “hand” their perception of the world and me
I start believing their perception is true - bcz I percepted them with a “hand”

Literally. If the perception is negative, I start to think negative thoughts about myself, bcz I absorbed them
⚠️☠️danger zone: they can be terribly mistaken, foolling me or themselves.
And what I felt the next? Right, that was one of reasons me to have - blockage on chakras, curses, wrong world view, etc etc. Everything Ive absorbed…

I see this as my un-awareness of my abilities damaged my well-being 🙄
So the session outcome: I need to carefully chose what to percept.

Better to not to percept without clarified intention at all - where and what for I’m doing this.

So now I think: maybe I can consume books in math this way? ☺️☺️☺️

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