Weekend reflections from the trenches of app-building & soul-searching
This weekend, I kept working on my Knee Rehab App.
It felt good to stay on track—until I hit a wall.
Enrolling in the Apple Developer Program seemed like a straightforward task.
But every time I submitted the form, I got the same vague message:
“Connection error.”
No hint, no clue. Just a silent loop of resistance.
At some point, I noticed I wasn’t even working on the app anymore.
I had drifted back into my usual flow—creating content for healing and subtle energy work.
Suddenly, it hit me:
⚔️ I was in conflict with myself.
● One part of me wanted to build a practical tool to help people recover their knees and stay consistent.
● The other part wanted to be a guide who supports others in their soul healing journey, creating mystical content and being more visible.
So, instead of waiting two more weeks for my therapy session, I took a solo psychedelic journey the next morning.
(Mushrooms are wise companions when used with intention.) 🍄
And as usual—they showed me something even deeper and even more important than the conflict I thought I had.
⚡⚡Regarding both paths I feel now — the app and the healing work — were wrapped in self-imposed limits.
False beliefs about what I should focus on, how I must show up, and which identity is more “valid.”
Can’t wait to share the another important insight I had — coming soon.
@karma_pema_1108’s still building. Still healing. Still listening 💻🧘♀️