A Personal Crisis: “Why Not Become a Healer?”
I’ve been doing a lot of inner work lately—maybe even too much. It feels like I’m processing things just for the sake of processing, not because it’s truly helping me move forward. And one big question keeps coming up: Should I really pursue healing as a path?
The thing is, deep down, I know healing isn’t about money. It’s a calling, not a business. And yet, part of me wonders—what if I’ve already walked this path in another life? What if, this time around, my focus should be on socialization, stability, and making a living instead?
Then I look at other channels, at successful practitioners who balance healing, teaching and making money. Sure, they’re not millionaires, but they make enough to live comfortably.
My question is: The path of a Healer: Will it be beneficial for me?
The Answer from Metaphorical Cards: A Vision of Time Running Out
I pulled a card for clarity, and the image was striking: an hourglass, but instead of sand, it held water. At the top, a fish swam in the remaining pool. At the bottom—a bird, trapped in emptiness.
The cards answer is not only about the what to do but also about the situation.
The hourglass with water instead of sand suggests that time is fluid—not fixed or rigid. The fish at the top (in the water) represents your current state: intuitive, deep, but also somewhat confined. The empty space below with a bird symbolizes potential freedom—but only if the water (your energy, focus, or resources) drains away.
Burnout Isn’t a Maybe—It’s Inevitable.
I need my life to breathe.
For a part of me the natural thing is to fly.