#monthly December 2024
This is a recall of the Decemeber, there were links to posts and I removed the linkes as I removed the channel. Maybe now it looks fragmental, I feel sorry about that but I won’t change the text.
Therapy
1️⃣1 December 2024 started with the reset feeling - that was the first thought that I should go internationally in English, not in Russian
2️⃣ Scheduled a therapy with another therapist, ultra-esoteric recommended by Ivan Zamesin, a well-known IT product trainer.
3️⃣ Then someone triggered loneliness in me and it continued like an avalanche - to my relationship with my mother.
4️⃣ And I also realized that I was sometimes cruel to others bcz I couldn’t forgive myself, in turn because parents weren’t forgiving in my childhood
5️⃣ Personal borders and high sensitivity
6️⃣ About offence, insult and grievances
7️⃣ How was my 2024 year so far - metaphoric cards
8️⃣ How was the session with a new therapist. I liked it, the feeling of a reset, nature was brighter than usual, the wind, the air, the sun. I went to Kourion that day to see the sea waves. Beautiful;
Projects
1️⃣Once again I realized I don’t want to have a blog in Russian with the help of MAC
2️⃣ Once again I realized what happens with the blogging. And it’s a pain.
3️⃣ And why I don’t know where to go? It’s bcz some day it was too, too painful and I decided to turn the pain off. Now I need to decide to enable it. And when I’ll enable it, it will be even more painfull.
4️⃣ Channel manager job description & contract details. In a while I realized that his analytics was not good enough, it was formal. He didn’t researched what I want, he proposed me his copy-pasted analytics for psychologists for other people. What is needed is far far more work than he made, and I’m about to make it myself.
5️⃣ All in all, after some work in Reiki, I got a good card for projects.
Business education & I re-thought that probably I should have take investments if any.
Me on Cyprus
🧐 I found a scandalous video related to golden passports in Cyprus.
👀 Good definition of who am I (to be) - mister Wolf
Mental tech vlog
1️⃣ My motivation to continue mental tech vlog - is other people thankfulness
2️⃣ I got my Xeen metaphoric cards
Reiki
1️⃣ I dream of Reiki 1level
2️⃣ I participate in Reiki intensive and share my feelings about it
3️⃣ Finally I got my second initiation in Reiki-1 so now I have 2 settings for Reiki.
3️⃣ Healing my food-alcoholism with Reiki
4️⃣ Worked on Greek exam with Reiki
I did something applying Reiki and got emotionally hard for 1 week. During this period, Youtube channel manager quit his job when I asked for services that were specified in his obligations but were not provided.
Rel?
I have a man, who is making steps towards me.
I feel a lot about him, and no, it’s not about love or smth like this. He is the version of me, imho but he didn’t work enough on issues, so right now part of me wants to run away fast. It’s kind a horror for me, confirmed with my dreams. I consider to apply Reiki and see how it changes. It becomes emotionally hard to be together.
#yearly 2024
💨 passed driving test
💨 moved to a new flat
📷 bought Iphone 15 Pro Max
📷 bought Sony ZV-1 & all what it needs
⭐️ exam for A2 in Greek
⭐️ RPT 1 and 2, passed exam
⭐️ started business education from Irina Podrez
⭐️ received settings for Reiki 1 level
🎥 some vlogging for Cyprus
🎥 some vlogging in mental tech
🪫 made car accident
🪫 lost some money in crypto bot
🪫 mortgage
🪫 water fasting the wrong way
🔋 bioresonance addressed general health issues - pathogens, viruses, check on minerals, kidney / thyroid gland & other organs
🔋 therapy addressed car accident & crypto bot - reasons to punish myself
🔋 therapy addressed family reasons not to be rich - connected to move from Germany to Russia in XVIII and repressions in XX
🔋 therapy addressed attempts to hide myself in other’s shadow
🔋 therapy addressed water fasting wrong way
🔋 mental tech for physical health
#yearly #plans 2025
Life
1️⃣ Work on adaptation in Cyprus: study law, culture, history
2️⃣ Finish business education from Irina Podrez
3️⃣ Reiki 1 & 2 - work on father’s line.
Optional if I have time
1️⃣ Reiki 1 & 2 - work on mother’s line too
2️⃣ work on voice, as it is the work on how I appear to others
3️⃣ related to building the business, not sure how it will go, as the therapy results are yet to come in 2 months, and after the father’s line work they’re to come in 1 year
Health
1️⃣ Address acne in bioresonance / rosenship oils daily
2️⃣ Slowly decrease visceral fat, bcz it influence inflammation: goal is weight 56, waist 68
Greek
1️⃣ Go to B1 if passed A2, and A2 if not passed A2
2️⃣ Learn 100 words /day, 5 lessons/ week
English
🧐 Two grammar exercises from Murphy per week
German
👀 Repeat Goethe Institut vocabulary for A2 instead of social networks
Dreams
1️⃣ I want a performance where I dance and other people dance with me
2️⃣ Or a dance where I dance and I’m shown on a big displays, in light and my music
3️⃣ Ok I have apartments in Russia. Is it going to be a hotel business?
4️⃣ Work on Russia, Germany, Cyprus, Greece and me-relationships
5️⃣ My vlogs, and projects are started and I don’t know where it will bring me
Better to have plan, than not to have. So do I.