The pazzle: The Plasma Planet and the Sun God
The Drawing
After a therapy session, I once created a drawing of a plasma planet colliding with an unknown force.
In my mind, I was that plasma - the one impacting, compelled to use my full power, even a piece of it. Yet, I had no understanding of what I was hitting.
An Unexpected Interpretation
The meaning remained a mystery until a friend saw the drawing and offered a surprising perspective.
They immediately identified the figures as the Egyptian gods Ra and Anubis.
The Connecting Thread: A New Piece of the Puzzle
Recently, I uncovered another clue. I learned that the name Helen - the old name Morion used to anchor me - and actually that I had for some time in my real life - originates from Ancient Greek. Its root is the word “hēlios” (ἥλιος), meaning “sun”.
The name Helen (Ἑλένη) itself carries the core meaning of “light,” “torch,” or “shining one”
Hmmmmm…
This connection is striking. The revelation creates a potential thread between the different experiences:
● The plasma I embodied, striking with immense force.
● The Egyptian sun god, Ra, whom my friend saw in the drawing.
● The name Helen, my core “shining” self, etymologically linked to the sun.
It seems these pieces are not separate, but different expressions of the same profound, solar energy at the core of my being.