Saturday I went to the mashrooms psychodelic trip
Why? Bcz of my emotional state. I felt a triple despair - in businesses, in relationships with men, and with my knee trauma.
I knew, that emotion is an illusion I was in.
In my March trip I took 5g and wept for 2 hours crying out the pain that was inside me and that I was hiding from myself.
The rest of that day was full of insights. And love to myself.
And during and after that day I felt thankfulness and love to everyone, to the world and a deep connection - that I really have all of this richessness always. I just forgot about what I have. That lasted for 2 weeks ❤️ 5g is pretty much 😅😅😅
That’s maybe the one thing I truly have in my life.
This time I took 4g, not too much )))
I not only remembered and felt that love again - the current that goes from deep inside to outside.
But also that I’m “good” as I am.
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I got answer on what’s working and what’s not in my social project blog. And also the answer why I want to do it - I want to do it out of that current - it needs to be materialized.
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As it was in my last trip, I felt some emotions of other people nearby me.
Though such trips are dangerous bcz you got into astral level (my teacher said), I also realized, Reiki is a energy that additionally to protection, attracts something to be protected of 😅 )))
Bcz it’s a light.