Direct Connection to God

Here’s a list of bloody eggregors:
● Reiki
● Runes
● Orthodox Christianity
● Tarot

Pay attention - I’m talking about eggregors, not the tools themselves.
Note: not the tools, not the people who have that tools. Eggregors.

Used the wrong way? You’re meat 🩸
For example: getting a “Rune of the Day” every morning? Draining practice. My connection with Runes runs deep - past lives, intuition, like a fish in water. But.

The energy they take can rot your life.
not only bcz it was made for the future day -
● everything you are trying to know from future drains a lot.
And moreover, - it’s also about the
● **fear to cope with the future, **and
● the lack of trust to the God.

Also I felt anxiety if I forget to get the Rune in the morning.

Another example of draining energy is thoughts:
Thoughts like

Better to be ‘protected’ than to have relationships.

Or

Better protection than health and money.
- here it iiiisz 👁

For me, this was an inner refuge - because my direct connection to God wasn’t fully established.

Why?
My father’s an atheist. Darwin’s theory fits him like a glove 🧬

Because of that, I had inner conflict. I replaced my connection to God with tools on the path to Him.

And thaaat was the therapy session topic.
I came in with the request:

I have anxiety, but I don’t know what it’s about
Thanks God there're such therapists who walked part of my path already 😌

So for now, I still have Reiki, Runes, Tarot, and Christianity.
But they’re just tools on my path to God.

Then - @karma_pema_1108’s revelation hit.
Now I see it.
How much of a cage it really was