Me & my Father Relationships
After session with therapist N2, I woke up with 38 messages from my father 😲
I thought it was impossible to build relationship with him🙄
And guess what I understood?
He worked in the mines all his life 🌌
It’s hard to breathe. It’s dark. Hard physical labor. Every day going down he didn’t know if he would return home 💀
On his last work he was a mine superintendent at the diamond mines in Kamchatka 💎
And I realized that he did it for us, for his family. He took his responsibility to take care of us and he was committed.
And also he and his labor was devalued by me 😢😓
Yes he still has to pay with the disease for something in his behaviour. But he also did some positive in the way he was able to do 👍
And he gave up some of his dreams not only because of his commitments to family but also because of his past life / previous actions. So I don’t feel that it’s because of me that his life turned out this way.
And I value his commitment and decisions now ♥️💝