The consequences of being raped

The consequences of being raped

• it’s a life threatening situation

• parents were not on my side during the school, do I don’t expect them to be on my side with this event

• do they’re still unaware, almost 20 years passed

• my feelings were switched off bcz it’s emotionally too painful

• so bcz they were switched off I didn’t really understand what I like, what I don’t like

• thus not able to build any business

• thus not able to build any really good for me relationship

• thus not able to choose any good job, good food, good ANYTHING

• this I was trying to rely on external rules, when, how, and what I should eat, where and how to work, even have sex

• because of all of this anyway I was struggling and in despair, and there was no hope bcz of psychologists are mostly SCAMMERs!!

• and that led to suicidal thoughts bcz the life didn’t contain any joy AT ALL!

• and all that people who don’t know the real situation and saying “why you can’t do it, that’s EASY”!!!!