Why did I delete the post about Elements acting on Reiki daily routine?

**Why did I delete the post about Elements acting on Reiki daily routine? **

Recently I deleted my post about Elements appearance in Reiki thundering currents during my daily practice.

I thought it should be hidden, as any esoteric things should be hidden.

So I had un-answered questions to myself:

1️⃣ - Why I want to share something that is intended to be hidden?

2️⃣ - What is inside of me that wants to share something that’s important?

3️⃣ - Is anything wrong with me, is it a symptom of anything?

Tarot of Papus deck is known to give good answers on such kind of questions.

I don’t have a Tarot of Papus deck, so I asked to ask (!) for me someone who had.

💡💡💡 And the response was - the 2d Arcane - The High Priestess: it’s my, I’m on my place when I do it.

⁉️ My God - what? now it’s not only an exclamation having a High Priestess as answer

⁉️ Do I still think of having a Cyprus relocation business?

⁉️ Do I prohibit myself to have an esoteric -alike business in favor of socially approved worldly affairs?

As I admitted it earlier, I always’ve been doing:
💪 a lot of esoteric work myself
✨ having ultra-esoteric therapists
🤲 buying esoteric products, smth like: to pray for 40 days)
🎴 Xeen cards
🩸 having Elder Futhark made with wood and my blood

There’s something I can give to the world in it.

Ok I’ll share with you the Reiki Elements post and something that I feel today related to Reiki-2.